When God Made me, He Was Just Showing Off..

That was an inprint on my mug...a christmas gift.

It was THE line that lifted my spirit.

My usual morning started off ok...a lil tired but survivable.

Had breakfast and found out about a company meeting that happened after I left for my half day leave. Sad? Very I must say.

Managers are suppose to help arent they? Well majority of them makes matters worst. Helping with our performances? nonsence....absolutely zilch. ALthough motorola is an american based company, our plant is in MALAYSIA!!!!! With asian mentality!!! Performance Management Konon! Nothing against Performance Management but to apply into asian culture? Major flop. Wanna know WHY??????

Lets start with Asian bosses arent honest enough. All trying to save their faces, not wanting to be the black sheep.

So you ask them..."How did I perform this checkpoint?" they say " very good or pretty good or not too bad"

Then we ask "anywhere else I can improve?", they say "nothing at this moment but will let you know if any". Here comes the best part, during their summary of dialogue it is included that we have to perform better in this area, that area.

ASSHOLES!!!

When we ask, everything ok.....behind us wahhhh, all negative points arrise.

Serious chicken shit. I LOATHE people with those sort of mentality. YOU dont have the right to become a manager! You may be one now but let me gurantee that you wont have a smooth career if you dont change that mindset. Kiasuness.

Have you heard of What comes around, goes around?? You will have your fair share of suffering.

I am bloody upset with them. I also found out I am not alone in this. Loads more people who are upset with this situation.

A piece of advice to our managers, stop Sucking up to our big boss, he is another huge dumbass! Cant stand the sight of him even....he disgusts me! Every single thing under the moon he wants to do and who has tobecome slaves?? We do. Every damn thing he promise we have to do. Bloody kiamsiap fella. "dont worry, I will get the money for you guys" in the end?? cut budget till almost zero. My prayers is he gets moved out from this department...or better still "FIRED"!

I miss our old boss Alex Emmermann....yea, an american. He understands his subordinates so well so much so we are willing to put in the extra hours, he has passion for his workers, try to build relationship with us, acknowledge us even for the tiniest contribution...we WERE happy...

Those were sweet memories......currently its pretty much a living hell.

better stop soon...if not im gonna explode.

zzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZ

I am almost in lala land.

I want to go home and sleep.

Another 2 hours and i'm outta here.

*Yawnnnnnn*

I finished my work, which is really, really good!!

Should have taken the day off....lazy bummer!

We were at queensbay for lunch, not really in the mood for shopping but thank you sayang....he bought me three cardi's....*smuaks *smuaks*

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I cant head home after work....

need to be at class......ballet class!

As I've mentioned before, I'll be taking my ballet exam early April..... so Feb and March is boot camp. We should be able to score distinction huh?? our extra classes is stressful........I can hear Ms. Khor's(our ballet teacher) voice echoing....."clear footwork", "turn out more", "point your feet", " lift up your back/stomach".........STRESS! It is stressful because I'm a full blown adult, my muscle are not as tender as a childs. Believe me...it is painful. But somehow we love the torture....LOL, good kinda torture and we loveeeeee ballet.

Anyways, me gotta stop blogging before i talk non-stop bout dance.

Ana Nicole Smith RIP

Aint that a tad too soon? Cause of death unknown...

Not a big fan of her, but for her to pass on so soon was a shocker.

Anxious to know how though....wait for the autopsy results.

Any news bloggers?

Soup for the Soul

The fruit of Silence is prayer.

The fruit of Prayer is faith.

The fruit of Faith is love.

The fruit of Love is service.

The fruit of Service is peace.

-Mother Teresa

My back hurts

Apparently I'm suffering from what is called 'muscle spasm' on my lower back. Hurts like hell.

I got it on sunday evening, during my jazz class, it came on me so so sudden.

And me being macho and all, continued dancing....aggrevating the injury. So by the time I got to Aaron's place, the pain was excruciating. I could barely be in one position for more than 5 minutes, the pain keeps inviting itself. It was soooo much of torture. Mom rub some ointment at the injured spot...it barely helped.

Needless to say my night was pure hell. I could not sleep. Everytime I change position, i let out a loud 'aaaahhhh'.

7.45 am - monday morning....alarm rings!!!!

My back was soooo stiff, could not move right nor left...it was like a block of wood. Aaron was suppose to fetch me to the doctor...THANK GOD!! Should have gone the night before, but as usual stubborn Sharon thought that it may all get better after I rest.

Had to wait an hour before I could see the doctor.

Rather long queue on a monday morning, people trying their luck to get mc. Half the people there dont look sick.

No.71....Yup, thats my turn.

I could not even sit down. Doctor asked me where the pain was.....and there he said 'You've got muscle spasm' . Im like, what is that? Doesnt spasm means my muscle will be shaking and not be stiff? He told me to rest my muscle, dont strain it and get plenty of sleep. So for 5 days i've been on muscle relaxant and voltaren.

Poor body of mine has been drugged.

Im feeling much better, but my back still hurts.

Say a lil prayer for me!!